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To my Wellington 'allies'

  • Writer: Amanda Riddell
    Amanda Riddell
  • Mar 5, 2024
  • 2 min read

Maybe I missed a memo, but Carmen truly tolerated anyone and everyone. Like, Carmen tolerated (and catered for) minor-attracted people. Yes, she actually mentioned paedophiles among her clientele. That's what made her different. My guess is she had sex workers that were willing and able to play the role of children, rather than real kids. - That's very common in the kink culture. That's what ABDL is all about (thought that's very much emphatically not my thing). Being attracted to that idea doesn't mean that you want to bone kids, but honestly one could draw that analogy. Don't make me draw that, ABDL creeps that presumed that I shared their kink. Imagine how you would react ... that's how I reacted to that accusation, particularly given that I have never shown an inclination towards having sex with kids or minors. What really happened: I have short friends, and I'm the same height as Kane Williamson. -

My thing is basic masochism. I like it when people inflict pain upon me, particularly physical pain. Humiliation ... I'm not so keen on; that feels like mockery. Seriously ... hit me, and it might turn me on. Not as violence, though; in a context where that's accepted, rather than some dude beating me up (that's really happened btw). - I hate how the mainstream (ie assimilationist) folks in our community spend so much time bagging on the alternative sexual lifestyles that are the core of the gay scene. Those shits should shut the fuck up imo. They pass for straight, they have good jobs and good salaries, but they ogle those of us who are less fortunate. I'm pro-kink. I'm pro-furry. I'll never shame you for your sexual or gender orientation, presuming that you'll give me that same benefit of the doubt. 👍🏻

 
 
 

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Amanda Riddell
Amanda Riddell
Mar 05, 2024

When I say that I'm asexual, what I really mean is that physical contact repulses me, I'm 29 years old and genuinely attractive (apparently), yet still a complete virgin. I hate being touched. That's how I'm wired, and might be part of the quasi-incestuous relationship that I had with my twin brother (who was very much the dominant partner). I love fantasising about sex; I've never had it.

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