'love'

As we can see, I have a very unusual view of love that is nevertheless valid. One of the great queer lines is 'love is love', but that clearly wasn't true in my instance. That's why Weeded Out: the Tina feature can't exist.

Judgmental bigotry from straight people and 'non-binaries' = no movie.

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VUW must cease. SPADA must cease. Gibson Group must cease. Red Scare must cease. They have no rights remaining. They didn't write the script, and haven't funded my book.

Their claims to co-ownership are ludicrous, and would be defeated in court.

They are legally forced to wait for the book to be completed by the progress I've made.

The book isn't complete, as it's missing lots of bits.

Believe me, you all know how this would look, so take the hint and pipe down.

VUW must legally desist as per the terms of my letters.

All other groups are bound by the Copyright Act 1994 to respect my adaptation.

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To the shrinks:

Presuming that I'm discussing erotic love, or practicing erotic love, while wanking is silly.

Masturbation is a form of self-love.

To suggest that performing love songs suggests a sexual intention is transphobic, as this same intention was seldom interpreted (if at all) when I was younger and thought to be gay rather than trans. It's ironic that the drag queens, who sexualise their performances, rained down hell on me for being different.

To those who are literally spying on my computer, using remote access and an assortment of other tools to try and 'prove' I'm sexually deviant and therefore require 'treatment', I would urge you to clearly read the wording on my spank bank: 'self-confidence captions' NOT

'spank bank' NOT 'hot chicks I wanna bone' NOT

'Naked Chloe's' [there are none, but there's a few photos of her and Golriz ... a handful]. - As those spies would know, I don't cum to the photos of Chloe. You can measure the amount of time spent on each image, so I hope that you've done so, as it will lead you to the conclusion that I don't use those images to get hard or to climax.

My love for her isn't about sex, though it is about attraction. Most love involves attraction, whether that be platonic or sexual. It's called the association of like minds, after all.

This is why the SIS needs to tone it down. They overreached, and the consequences were dire enough that they caused me to be treated like a sex criminal. They weren't persuaded by diagnoses: they believed I was sick, and behaved in that fashion, much like the production companies who had been assured I 'had' to be Tina.

After 2022, those actions became illegal, as they constituted a conversion practice, but the dickheads kept on going well into 2024 (and haven't given up in 2025). As a result, it's very unlikely that I'm going to alter my behaviour based on those unsubtle threats. -

It's not fair to blackmail someone while they're wanking; pretty much the definition of unfair and coercive behaviour, you pricks... imagine if I'd mocked your peccadilloes while spying over your shoulder, you cunts, then apologise. Tory's resignation wasn't enough to assuage my desire for justice. Sorry! that was predicated on you people not continuing your war to paint me as a sex criminal, not turning my trip to Auckland into a reason to interrogate me cos you hate my music. Yes, those emotions sound real. It took 20+ years of practice to do that.

No, they're not real. Just a brilliant illusion that might make me millions. It is fair for Victoria University of Wellington to accept my refusal as fair and valid. That refusal is a direct result of tactics used by the faculty to 'persuade' me into returning. If the music department had an individual as bold as Dave Armstrong - who read a message and agreed to meet me, despite not knowing me - then it's entirely possible that individual might have had a discussion with me that may have changed my mind regarding their insatiable desire to force me into teaching composition.

Instead, you kept treating me like a special needs kid, and lost me forever. -

Though my behaviour was disruptive re: phone memos, it wasn't actually illegal.

Being one of those knobs that talks on their phone was a small price to pay for the ability to take my arguments on the road and discuss taboo subjects.

There isn't a shred of photographic evidence of my penis outside its sheath.

Literally proved on May 1 that smoking dope and drinking doesn't affect my abilities, as I'd had a pint and a whole afternoon of getting stoned that day. VUW loses because they refused to accept that it's not just me that benefits from getting high, but all my mates. Umar, Tristan? stoners, and lots of other acquaintances and friends besides... - VUW's inability to tolerate my sexual and gender diversity is their fault, not mine. It's actually indicative of the significant rainbow discrimination that happens at almost every university in NZ, if the Law Commission's findings are to be believed.

1 in 4 surveyed believed that they'd faced discrimination at uni thanks to their diversity. That's just general rainbow people, not trans-specific. We'll see how I fare with my funding applications, but something tells me I'm going to have a lot of difficulty with those, despite the success of my recent documentaries.