So, I'm a masochist

The weirdest thing about this is that it's probably the reason that I got tagged as a potential 'threat', but yet they also didn't seem to actually believe me. I'll put it another way: have you ever rubbed your dick so hard it bled? I have. A lot of it is psychological, but there are physical traits that reflect a need to punish myself for perceived failings. So, yeah, I'm not exactly kind to my penis, I starve myself on a semi-regular basis (only for like a day or two, after that first one) because I think that I'm too fat. Occasionally, I hit myself or injure myself, but that mostly feels a bit dangerous for me. -

Masochism = getting off from pain, but it doesn't mean that I'd let just anyone hurt me. I'm not really into the whole dominatrix thing, but someone like Penny or Angie that has a lot of experience is worth paying for (though I got some pointers for free).

Getting physically assaulted isn't a sexual experience, but it does show up in my kink. That's bog standard for a kink person, though - Why do I get off from pain? Well, it's a bloody no-brainer; cos of the slide accident that happened in Milan.

Psychological pain also gets me off, though, and that's precisely how I coped with all that detransition mafia nonsense in my porn feed. Eventually, I got bored, but the pressure kept coming.