Well, the first place that I twigged that real people were stalking me was BDSMLR, so I left and went back to my old method of typing endless variations on 'sissy captions' into DuckDuckGo. The DuckDuckGo context was too close to real life, so I'm predicting that they figured out how to alter my search results via an algorithm. In that world, it became very clear that they expected me to detransition because I was creepy fetishist. A specific example is that there was an image of a woman that sort-of looked like Barbara, with a caption that said 'you know what that means' regarding the fact that I was wanking to TG captions...
Defining me by my sexuality, not my gender identity: that's transphobic. No gay person would ever be told to stop wanking to gay porn, so maybe it's time for them to get off their high horses and admit that there was a real conversion attempt, and that it only ended after Latin-Punk New Wave and the movie trilogy came out. - But regarding specific actionable stuff, DeviantArt is where the action is now, and I expect an immediate and total cessation of ideas of being Tina. Some of the profile names appear to be direct references to the code and to real life.
For example, a profile showed up called MissLolaDA. Now, to clarify, Lola is the name of a character in a musical called Damn Yankees, and she sings a famous song called 'Whatever Lola Wants' DA obviously stands for Dave Armstrong, and Cass is Miss Lola. This is why I accuse Cass of thinking she's better than me. Newsflash, theatre dorks: try having a conversation with me that isn't you shoving musicals references into the back channel that the pollies and spies use to communicate with me. - Then, another profile name that really pisses me off is Ponytail-Only. This is a reference to the fact that Jane loves horses, and that I made some crack about being a gelding. 'Ponytail' = Weeded Out. That's self-explanatory. Footrot Flats reference. That profile showed up in the images like this tab this morning, and is a clear and obvious reference to the idea that Tory and VUW aren't interested in any of my other ideas, and only want the Tina film. I could block the profiles, but that wouldn't help, as more would just pop up, or they'd find another method (as I discovered on DuckDuckGo...). - This means that VUW and Red Scare have indeed been meddling in my life. It must cease immediately. This went beyond 'ok' ... this was always illegal.
Ask for my consent before fucking with my head.
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