re: my wanking

I think it's therapeutic when I'm manic - it keeps me from being violent. But yes, I do get quite compulsive about it, and I'm very aware of that. I also think when I pivoted from watching porn to producing porn that my relationship to my spank material improved. So, yes, look me up on DeviantArt and wank to me if you feel. - When I'm in the sort of mood I'm currently in, it doesn't feel that important. My pills are working well right now, and it seems like the dosage is mostly effective. I took a Zopiclone last night, and I try not to take those two nights in a row. - I'm in quite a good mood. I'd say this is what euthymia feels like - 6/10.