How's it going?

Ok. I'm fine. Out of music to write, and feeling a lot of pressure to conform to the desires of people that are making better money and think they're part of a higher social class. I feel like I've got negotiation PTSD. After people stooping to their various unsavoury tactics, every interaction feels negotiated - as the Sean-Jade chapter alludes to. Got notes to read re: Beyond Trans. The silent protest is seeming possible, but unlikely.