happy being single

yeah, yeah, I fantasised about marrying Chloe, but honestly I'm quite attached to singledom and I don't really see myself getting married. It's an archaic institution, and the idea that one person could be everything to me isn't really something I believe in. I wasn't well mentally when I proposed to Lucinda; luckily for me, her Grandpa attempted suicide a few months later, and suddenly I seemed less insane. 👋 - As for the truth: I'm not all that sexually attracted to Chloe.

My fantasies more or less extend to the idea of being in the same room, and I don't picture her naked or anything. Which was true of the AI art too: that was all clothed.

I desire intimacy. I don't desire sex.

The only people who hang out in my real room are Lucinda and Sasha.

Though Amber's been there once, but yeah... and a few of my mates like Ethan or Michael Stoop have stopped by.

- While I enjoy the folk hero aspect of me the weed trannie, that was another me.

I'm older, wiser and a lot more jaded now. I've learned that my work has value and I should defend my choices, as people are sniffing around my scripts.

I'm not planning to recreate my street performances for the Election, unless someone else can foot the bill for the Public Liability Insurance. I was independently wealthy in 2020, so that allowed me to buy the sandwich board and run my Ad. 🥝 - I'm very into the pacific trip idea, but that's probably 2025 or 2026.

The shipwrecked film is a higher priority, plus I probs need a repertoire of Pasifika songs + the NZ guitar pieces.

It's a trip for a future Amy, but something I'm very passionate about.