See -- the things I've been talking about today: that's trans stuff.
The thing that has annoyed me the most is that people were unwilling to believe that the version of me who went to school was the fake, while this is the real me.
I wish I didn't have body hair. I wish I had breasts. But, at the same time, I'm not particularly interested in the fake versions.
Like, no matter what they do, it's not a vagina, and the tits are usually fake too. 👋
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As for whether Chloe is trans... well, that was my sense.
- I went through a phase of looking at mirrors a lot when I came out.. Dave laughed at that, said it was typical. I reckon my acid trip during Gary's 60th was when I started to get over that. I saw myself and thought I looked fine. 👍 -
I think that I've often felt persecuted. Or undesireable, anyway.
But I'm so fucking sick of talking my feelings to death. I think it's sorta killed the spontaneity of any of my relationships.
Well, except Lucinda, who doesn't buy into any of my bullshit.
That's why she's a good friend. Though she's quite introverted -- a lot of our walks together are quiet and sparse.
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While Hannah was clearly relishing the shoe on the other foot.
That was something I was slightly surprised by... I never thought she had that sort of a dark side, but whatever.
I don't expect my women friends to be pinnacles of virtue or any of that -- I like messy people.
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I'm not really attracted to neurotic people re: my characters, though.
I tend to prefer heroic quests (or parodies of heroic quests).
I wasn't parodying Don. I was just writing songs, and they probably came out more like his because I copied the method.
But he put that out there (and it's on NZ on Screen). Lots of people have probably copied that. I do think that his style is a bit wet, though, and my songs have more bite. Like, I admire Song for Sue, but I'd never write it myself. That's too emo for me lol.
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