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to the 'victims'

  • Writer: Amanda Riddell
    Amanda Riddell
  • Apr 20, 2023
  • 3 min read

Look, I honestly just don't feel that bad about slinging mud at VUW or Red Scare. I was literally fighting for my freedom, and you lot were mocking me too, so don't pretend it was a one-way street. And trying to force me to make the Tina story just shows that you lot lack the courage of your convictions; I'd rather see you in court if you're that butthurt about the legit criticism. 🤬 - Seriously - people who can pressure the city into a wasteful $100 million project should find better things to do with their time than to fuck with a blogger who wants to legalise drugs. Particularly given you only want to 'forgive' me so I can deal you weed *cough, cough*. 👹 - Re: dealing That's not going to happen - I'm not Dakta, and my form of protest is to not deal pot and to refuse any legit offers until the laws change. To the pros: hire me to score your movies rather than to be in them. I'm not an actor, and I'm not interested in pro singing because I hate practicing. I have a nice voice, but not a particularly trained one, and that's why I uploaded those sections of Dr Brown's thesis - that's the kind of singing that I do: campfire songs. 😀 - I feel bad for calling Ruby Solly a bitch, but other than that my conscience is clear, and if you'd been in my shoes you might well have done the same. The trolling was a conscious choice, but obviously I was also mental due to the lack of sleep for the first 24/7 protest, and absolutely gutted about losing the referendum and getting chucked out of my flat for the second 2020 trolls. - Re: Gary No, Gary doesn't think for me. I'm so sick of that attitude (looking at you, NZSM professors and Jeffery). 😤 The reason the fuzz watched me is their intel led them to believe that I was an essential person re: running the club. That's what Dakta told me. I produced the whole thing, and the reason that me and Gary think similarly is 5 years of long chats about how to legalise drugs. And they tried to pin the DMT on me too. But, as I say, I wasn't involved with any of the shipping - that was Gary and Jeffery and Jordan (Stephen's old flattie). So don't pretend like my rap isn't 100% on the money: this bullshit ruined years of my life, and I have absolutely ZERO interest in reconciling or quitting my life for smug intellectuals who never had the courage or the balls to come out and be open about their drug use. - That's why my massive filibuster about IP ownership: I own my stories, and you lot get to watch calmly, pay me cash for music lessons (yes, I'm flipping this on you, Salina: you want to improvise, but I don't give a stuff about your orchestral ideas), or back the fuck off. - A note from Dave: it's not a 'lifestyle' - it's a life, or 'the life', as street people sometimes refer to prostitution and drug dealing. 👍 I am the undesireable element, and calling me the devil wasn't a good way to win me over. This is why I love Sweeney Todd: I'm a vengeful person .. the Italian in me loves to say vaffanculo to my enemies.

 
 

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